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It was nights like this when I’d write. Bloodshot eyes, whiskey on my breath, and a joint in the hand to help me relax. I’m also typing this with my right hand. A few mistakes but well worth the few puffs I get in before the fire dies out. It’s 3:51 in the mornin’. I miss him like the heavens miss a fallen angel. You feel bad for it up until a certain point. The cats are fed and the dog is filled with poo. Can’t sleep, what am I to do? I made a mistake and prepared for the best, but in my own interest. This joint is working its voodoo. I’m tired now. Goodnight. Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.
You are amazingly beautiful inside and out.
You are the perfect man women dream about.
Your charming good looks and welcoming smile
Opened the door of my heart and stayed awhile.
Your charisma and attention to detail make you one of a kind.
A modern man with old fashion taste make you purely divine.
A special rare one of a kind gem, they don’t make anymore.
Any woman who has lost you, didn’t know what she had in store.
Pardon my excuses, results of damage, post abuses.
I spent my last dime chasing that fast high.
My conscience, a goody two shoes.
Constant battle, bad temper, short fuse.
There’s more than what meets the eye.
Years of issue wrapped up nice.
Closed eyes grant instant escape.
Temporary fix, short getaway.
no cure for it prescription.
Out of my mind,
but daily persistence.
My universe is different
no Einstein but gifted.
Decipher genetic code,
in my blood it’s imprinted.
Crucify the wicked,
all sin judged, no different.
We throw stones
claiming we’re the
My downfalls forgiven,
clean slate brand new vision.
Fighting not to survive
but to feel more alive.
In fear I falter, no recognizance of what’s right.
I pity my nights I lost; no sleep.
The truth had shown the light.
Could I move on with what I know now,
Simply forget the rest?
Woe is me, this life I chose.
My worries I lay to rest.
Heart racing eyes gracing, presently.
You and me all we need, memories.
Love will save us.
Chaos happening sky falling, sickening.
Together we remain, happily.
Love will save us.
Captivating solace a turn in disbelief.
Happy, one of a kind moments. Rare and very brief.
Humble pursuit of happiness contrary to what the world thinks.
Horrifying realities, permanently deep.